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Elara had always felt like a melody played on a constantly shifting instrument. Sometimes, she’d resonate with the deep, resonant tones of a cello, drawn to the quiet strength of men. Other times, her heart would dance to the vibrant, percussive rhythm of drums, finding herself captivated by the fierce energy of women. Then, just as suddenly, the music would change. She’d be a delicate flute, enamored by the ethereal beauty of non-binary individuals, or a silent, contemplative piano, feeling no romantic or sexual pull towards anyone at all.
This fluidity, this ceaseless change, was her deepest secret, her most profound confusion.
From her teenage years, while her friends Chloe, Liam, and Maya meticulously charted their crushes—a steady line from the star quarterback to the brooding art student, from the quirky girl in their class to the charismatic band leader—Elara’s own romantic landscape was a kaleidoscope. One week, she was head over heels for a man with a booming laugh; the next, she found herself inexplicably drawn to a woman with eyes like emeralds, only to then feel a complete apathy towards physical intimacy entirely, preferring the solitary comfort of her books.
“You’re just picky, Elara,” Chloe would often sigh, always trying to set her up with someone new. “Or maybe you just haven’t found ‘the one’ yet.”
“Everyone has their type,” Liam would add, always so sure of his own. “Yours just seems… extensive.”
Maya, ever the pragmatist, would simply shake her head. “Perhaps you just enjoy the chase, not the catch. It’s a very Elara thing to do, to complicate simple things.”
They meant well, she knew. They were her anchors, her chosen family since high school. They’d weathered countless crushes and ephemeral relationships with her, always offering a shoulder, a laugh, or a bemused shrug. But none of them truly understood the internal turmoil. Elara couldn’t explain that it wasn’t about being picky, or enjoying the chase, or complicating things. It was a visceral, inexplicable shift in her very being, a change as natural and uncontrollable as the tide.
She’d tried to fit in, desperately. She’d dated men, telling herself, This is it, this feels right. But then, a few weeks or months later, the attraction would wane, or mutate, leaving her feeling like an imposter and them, inevitably, heartbroken. She’d dated women, experienced moments of intense connection, only for the magnetism to dissipate, replaced by a quiet longing for something different, or nothing at all. Each failed attempt, each gentle letting-down, chipped away at her self-esteem. She felt like a broken record, constantly skipping tracks.
By her mid-twenties, Elara had developed a sophisticated coping mechanism: she buried herself in work. As a graphic designer, she poured her restless energy into intricate logos and dynamic campaigns, finding solace in the precise, controlled world of pixels and vectors. Romance became a distant, theoretical concept, something her friends discussed, but not her. She listened, she nodded, she offered advice, but inside, a growing loneliness gnawed at her. She watched her friends pair off, Liam with his steady partner, Chloe happily married, Maya navigating the vibrant chaos of a polyamorous relationship. And Elara, always the single one, always the enigma.
Her 29th birthday hit her with the force of a tidal wave. She was surrounded by her loving friends, by cake and laughter, but a deep, melancholic hum resonated beneath the surface. Thirty is around the corner, a voice whispered in her head. And you’re still as confused as ever. The societal pressure, subtle yet pervasive, to find a partner, to build a future, felt like a physical weight on her chest.
One rainy Saturday, feeling particularly adrift, Elara found herself tumbling down an internet rabbit hole. She started with “why do my attractions change,” then “fluid sexuality,” then “can attraction disappear and reappear.” She clicked on a forum link, a quiet corner of the internet she hadn’t known existed, and there it was, a word she’d never encountered: abrosexual.
She clicked again, heart thrumming. The definition unfolded before her: “A fluctuating or fluid sexuality, where one’s sexual orientation may change over time.” Her eyes skimmed the examples: “Sometimes attracted to men, sometimes women, sometimes non-binary individuals, sometimes no one at all.”
A gasp escaped her lips, a sound of profound relief. It wasn’t just her. It wasn’t brokenness. It was a thing. It had a name.
Tears, hot and unexpected, streamed down her face. Thirty years. Thirty years of feeling like an alien, of questioning her sanity, of believing she was fundamentally flawed. And here, in a single word, was an explanation. A validation. A liberation. She wasn’t an anomaly; she was simply abrosexual. The melody wasn’t broken; it was just a complex, ever-changing symphony.
Over the next few weeks, Elara devoured everything she could find about abrosexuality. She joined online communities, read personal accounts, and felt a profound sense of belonging she hadn’t realized she was missing. These people understood. They knew the exhaustion of constantly redefining themselves, the joy of a new, intense attraction, and the quiet sadness when it shifted again. They knew the struggle of explaining something so innate yet so misunderstood.
Buoyed by this newfound clarity and the strength of a virtual community, Elara knew she had to tell her friends. They were her closest confidantes, her chosen family. If anyone deserved to know, it was them. She imagined their relief, their understanding. Finally, Elara, we get it!
She chose a casual setting: a cozy Friday night at Chloe’s apartment, their usual board game night. The pizza was ordered, the wine was flowing, and the atmosphere was relaxed. Chloe, Liam, and Maya were sprawled on the sofa, laughing over a particularly bad dice roll.
Elara took a deep breath. “Guys,” she began, her voice a little shaky. The laughter died down, their eyes turning to her. “There’s something I need to tell you. Something I just figured out about myself.”
She explained abrosexuality, carefully, articulately. She spoke about the fluctuating nature of her attractions, how it explained her past, her confusion, and the immense relief of finally finding a label that fit. She even brought up a few online resources on her phone, ready to share.
Silence. Heavy, thick silence descended upon the room.
Chloe was the first to speak, her brow furrowed. “Abro… what now? Elara, are you sure you’re not just… still figuring things out? I mean, you’ve always been a bit all over the place with dating.” She managed a small, uncertain laugh. “Isn’t that just… bisexual, but you’re overthinking it?”
Elara felt a cold knot tighten in her stomach. “No, Chloe. Bisexual is a consistent attraction to two or more genders. This is about my attraction itself changing, sometimes daily, sometimes weekly. Sometimes I’m straight, sometimes gay, sometimes pan, sometimes asexual.”
Liam cleared his throat, shifting uncomfortably. “Look, Elara, I support you, you know that. But all these new labels… it’s getting a bit much, isn’t it? Can’t you just… be Elara? You don’t need a fancy word for everything.” His tone was dismissive, almost impatient.
But it was Maya’s reaction that truly pierced her. Maya, who had always been the most direct, the one Elara secretly feared and admired the most. “Honestly, Elara,” Maya said, her voice dripping with an almost condescending pity, “you’ve always been so dramatic about your love life. It’s like you want to be special, to stand out. Can’t you just be content being single if it’s all so complicated? Or just pick a lane and stick with it? This sounds less like an identity and more like an excuse to avoid commitment.”
The words hit Elara like physical blows. The pizza suddenly felt like ash in her mouth. Her carefully constructed explanation, her vulnerable sharing, was met with confusion, dismissiveness, and outright cruelty. “An excuse?” she repeated, her voice barely a whisper. “Maya, this is who I am. This explains my entire life.”
“Well, it sounds very convenient,” Maya retorted, taking a sip of wine. “Changing your mind whenever it suits you. I’m sorry, Elara, but I just don’t buy it.”
Elara felt a sudden, profound chill. This wasn’t just misunderstanding; this was a deliberate invalidation of her truth. She looked at Chloe, whose eyes held a mixture of confusion and mild annoyance, and at Liam, who was pointedly staring at the board game. No empathy, no attempt to understand. Just judgment.
The rest of the evening was a blur of strained conversation. Elara tried to explain further, to point them to the resources she’d prepared, but her words felt like they were falling on deaf ears, or worse, being actively rejected. Each attempt was met with a polite but firm change of subject, or another thinly veiled barb from Maya about “making things more complicated than they need to be.”
She left Chloe’s apartment that night feeling utterly hollowed out. The joy of her discovery had been eclipsed by a bitter, aching wound. These weren’t just acquaintances; these were her best friends. Her chosen family. The people she thought would champion her, no matter what. Instead, they had offered her ridicule and disbelief.
In the weeks that followed, the distance between them grew. Her friends started subtly excluding her from plans, or when she was included, her abrosexuality became the subject of veiled jokes. “Oh, Elara can’t decide if she wants pizza or pasta, she’s having an abro-crisis!” Chloe would quip, followed by forced laughter from Liam and a roll of Maya’s eyes. Elara tried to engage, to educate, to explain how hurtful these comments were, but her pleas were met with exasperated sighs. “It’s just a joke, Elara, lighten up.”
The realization dawned on her with a sickening clarity: they didn’t want to understand. They preferred the old, confused Elara, the one whose romantic struggles were a predictable, slightly amusing quirk. The authentic Elara, the one who had finally found her truth, made them uncomfortable. She challenged their neatly categorized world, and they resented it.
One evening, after Maya canceled their weekly coffee date with a flimsy excuse, Elara finally let go. The grief was immense, a heavy shroud enveloping her. She mourned the loss of a friendship that had spanned decades, a bond she thought was unbreakable. But beneath the grief, a flicker of defiance ignited. She had spent thirty years hiding, trying to conform. She would not go back into the closet, not for anyone.
She retreated from her old friendship group. It was painful, lonely at first. But she leaned harder into the online abrosexual community, finding solace in shared experiences and genuine empathy. She started attending local LGBTQ+ meetups, even if it was just for coffee. She met a non-binary person named Kai, whose casual acceptance and open-mindedness were a balm to her soul. Kai didn’t need an explanation for her fluidity; they simply embraced her. “It’s all love, right?” Kai had said once, with a warm smile. “Just a different kind of dance.”
Elara poured herself into her passions. She started a personal art project, creating a series of abstract pieces that depicted the ever-shifting landscape of her heart, a kaleidoscope of colors and forms. She found joy in her work, in her solitude, and in the nascent connections she was forging with people who truly saw and valued her for who she was.
Months turned into a year. Elara turned thirty-one, a quiet celebration with Kai and a few new, genuinely supportive friends. She was no longer battling internal demons or external judgments. She was simply being.
One afternoon, she was at her favorite coffee shop, sketching in her notebook, when she looked up and saw Maya standing awkwardly near the counter, clutching a takeaway cup. Their eyes met. Maya looked… different. A little older, a little tired.
“Elara,” Maya said, a flicker of surprise in her eyes. “It’s been a while.”
“It has,” Elara replied, her voice steady, devoid of the hurt or longing she once would have felt.
Maya hesitated, then walked over. “You look… good. Different.” She gestured vaguely. “Happier.”
“I am,” Elara confirmed, closing her sketchbook. “I’m content.”
Maya took a deep breath. “Listen, Elara… about what happened. I… I think I was harsh. I didn’t understand. It just seemed so… confusing at the time.” There was a fragile sincerity in her voice, but no true apology, no acknowledgment of the pain she had inflicted. It was more an explanation of her own past confusion than an admission of wrongdoing.
Elara smiled, a gentle, genuine smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes. “It’s okay, Maya. You didn’t have to understand. You just had to respect it. You had to respect me.” She paused, her gaze unwavering. “But I understand now that some people can’t, or won’t, offer that.”
Maya shifted her weight. “So… we’re just… not friends anymore?”
“We grew apart,” Elara said softly, but firmly. “People do. Sometimes, when you find out who you truly are, you also find out who truly sees you.” She thought of Kai, of her new friends, of the quiet peace she had cultivated. “I’m not trying to be special, Maya. I’m just trying to be authentic. And I finally am.”
Maya looked down at her coffee cup, then back at Elara, a flicker of something that might have been regret crossing her face. “Well,” she said finally, “I hope you find… whatever it is you’re looking for.”
“I already have,” Elara replied, her smile widening. “I found myself.”
As Maya turned and walked away, Elara felt no sorrow, only a profound sense of liberation. The old melody of her life, once a dissonant cacophony of confusion and self-doubt, had finally found its harmony. It was still a shifting, fluid melody, but now, it was her own. She was no longer afraid of its changes, for she knew that within each shift lay a deeper truth, a more profound understanding of the symphony that was Elara, abrosexual, and finally, completely, at peace.
This work is inspired by real events and people, but it has been fictionalized for creative purposes. Names, characters, and details have been changed to protect privacy and enhance the narrative. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental and not intended by the author.
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